I'm back. After a short pause, which was in no way easy in any aspect, I find myself a little stronger, a scant more aware and a bit more determined. It included a great deal of discomfort, turmoil and uncertainty along with the lack of energy to even open and attempt to write in here.
I made it through the first phase flawlessly. The second phase was a little more difficult, it at times being unbearable and the third, well, that's yet to be determined. And although I will carry the scars it has left I would not change any of it even if the outcome is not what we hope for.